Take a Stroll And Go Deep into My Thoughts..

2010-08-26T20:37:00.001+08:00

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just...

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just...

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile...

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

2010-07-30T11:22:00.003+08:00

Feet on the grounds but head in the clouds
Until the sky breaks in thousand pieces
And colors which were bright
Turn to black and white

As if tears, dissolve part of my heart
Making new room, for grief and disbelief to roam
Forced to my knees, left with a timeless imprint
Of a shattered dream

Soaked in disappointment but drenched in hope
I gracefully rise, to catch the next dream
Because without my dreams it seems
I am just an empty shell
Cursed in the shadows of my life to dwell

2010-06-28T08:18:00.006+08:00

(His) 6 plates Vs. (Mine) 1 plate .... pathetic. pffts!

Mine and His.. Yummy!

Saturday, 26 June 2010, I took leave from work to spend the day with my sunshine! (Oh, and thanks to Ain for relieving my class.. hehe) =D

Had Ramen and Sushi for Lunch at Ramen Ten! Mimi ate 6 plates of sushi and I only had like ONE plate. -.- Dah tk bole sumbat...Kenyang..!!
Afterwhich we went for ear candling. It was Mimi's first time. Very relaxing, i nearly fell asleep. The girls there kept asking Mimi if he's Chinese.... -.- So, what's their motive? Irritating. Kalau dia cine, abe nk ape, mengurat uh eh?? hahhaha!

Mimi brought me to town to catch a movie at Cineleisure. We had to skip 3 slots because it was sooooooo crowded....with Army boys who's booked out on the weekend.. Sibuk je! My gosh.... We were there at 3pm but only got to buy the 6.45pm movie slot.. Tu pun, seat third row from the FRONT! Lucky the seats and the screen wasn't so near. So....in the meantime, while waiting for the movie, we went shopping. Shopping with Mimi is always so fun. Bought my stuffs, bought his stuffs. hehehe... I suke!

Toy Story 3 was a blast!! It's worth the wait. It's sooo good and sooo heart warming and sooo touching and sooo funny. If I were to rate, I'd rate it a full popcorn! =))

After movie, bumped into Mimi's friends and their wives.So we chilled and chat for a while..

The day always had to end too soon when you're having too much fun.. Oh wells..

Next appointment, choosing OUR flat!! HDB, here we come...!!

2010-05-26T11:57:00.002+08:00

To Sallie,

I hope u be strong. It must be devastating but I hope u have faith in Him and ikhlaskan pemergian arwahnye..

I'm sure your mum would want u to do the same. No matter what, I'm sure she'll always be alive in ur memories..

Deepest sympathy and condolences to u and your family.

Al-fatehah.

2010-04-30T08:20:00.003+08:00

UPDATES!!!

I was sick and gotten an MC for 2 days. Syiok....Dpt rest. Which is a bonus for me.. I was diagnosed with urticarial vasculitis by a GP in Pasir Ris Polyclinic.

But, what is that?? It's itchy, causes bumps on my body and is very painful..

Anyhows, something just triggers me. It's time to really THINK. And I really mean it.

Mimi, thanks for sending me to school today. I really really appreciate it. You send me so that I'm not late for class but u had to sacrifice your perfect punctuality at work, and be late today, just so I could be on time. I'm sorry. I will wake up much earlier next time! =p

ILY

2010-03-17T01:07:00.002+08:00

We were supposed to go on a date last Sunday, but due to some unforeseen circumstances, Mimi had to cancel our date. So, I went over to his place with dinner as his father is getting critically ill by the min. :(

And then, I got this text from Mimi on Monday.

Mimi: No matter what, I love you.
Me: I terase BK nyer breakfast..But we'll never have the time to.. :(
Mimi: Tmr (Tuesday)
Me: Tmr you keje..
Mimi: I amek leave
Me: Oh.. Tk bilang pun..
Mimi: Nk surprise you..
Me: Reason being? :)
Mimi: Nk surprise you je la. To make you happy! ;)

You never fail to make me happy Sunshine! =)

And then today (Tues), we were like so happy mcm time baru2 dating bertahun-tahun yg lalu.. It's a great feeling after all these time. Movie marathon at vivo, Cop Out and Alice in Wonderland (lepaskan geram dah lamer tk tgk wayang..haha).

We are like so busy now, we can hardly find the time to take a breather. Some things never change though..the way we feel about each other.

ILY, Mimi.

2010-03-03T04:46:00.000+08:00

I.MISS.YOU.

2010-02-28T22:55:00.002+08:00

Today, Mimi and me really spend our day together to the last bit. Hahaha.. cos he's leaving for BKK tmr. Eventhough it's only for 4 days, we have never been apart that long.

Anyway, we intended to catch a movie but changed our mind. So we went shopping instead! How I love it! Shop punyer shop punyer shop, I was so shocked when Kin gave me a shock! (funny or wat, this sentence..) She actually ran towards me! Terperanjat sey... Korg (P&G), bila nk klua ni.......

Mimi, take care okay.. Looking forward to Friday! It's a DATE! ily

2010-02-19T01:20:00.002+08:00

Mimi's going away for a while soon...to Bangkok, Thailand. I hope I can come with, but unfortunately, it's work stuff. Shit. Boring la gue nanti..tkde org nk layan.

So, am thinking on what I should do while he's outstation. Out with the girls? (provided they're free). Meet up with my ITE friends? Out with bro? Oh,I don't know..

Girls, call me up! We could go shopping! ..Or cycling! Any takers?? Heheheh..

2010-01-29T10:15:00.003+08:00

Stress mode..

I haven't been blogging due to the time constraint that caused me to have lack of sleep and no time left to do anything else.. So many things have been going on. From schooling to working to preparations..

Preparations is fun but at the same time very stressful. Email here and there, appointments here and there, deposit here and there. I don't even have the time to catch up on my reading. The only time I can read is in the bus, which means I've to sacrifice my sleep time in the bus (which I usually made an effort to 'yoga' my way through to have a seat and sleep all the way to Woodlands). EXHAUSTED.

I'm so disorganized now.. Need to have a check list. NEED to do some stationary shopping!! Ain, nk join..? I know you LOVEEE shopping at Popular bookstore! Hahhaha..

Now, I'm contemplating. On the venue.

1. CC
2. D'marquee
3. Pasir Ris beach, Park

On a lighter note, school holiday's around the corner.. I can smell it.. Unfortunately for me, I've to come back to school for another 15 weeks after the holiday.. Though looking at my attendance and punctuality now, I'm optimistic that I can pull through.. Insya'Allah.. :)

2010-01-08T10:33:00.003+08:00

Life's been good. Alot to look forward to this year. I hope everything goes as planned, as I can't tolerate any more challenges. Haiz..

Anyway came across this quote and I simply love it.

"Love me when I least deserve it, because thats when I really need it."

2009-12-03T11:51:00.003+08:00

I live in a world full of FUCKED up people.

Older, yet not any wiser than a 12 years old.

People change with time without them realising it. Unfortunately, for me, I do not have the luxury of having friends, REAL friends around me for long.
B'cos they change, and I move on.

Sad, but true.

2009-11-25T12:29:00.002+08:00

STRESS!

Everything is like at the tip of my brain, it's there, too many things, I don't even know how to lay it out in an orderly manner. So here's an entry with much random orders of event.

This is the period I hate the most.. Rushing through report, poster, log book, online log.. Only 2 more weeks left before assessment. Insya'Allah bole...I've to keep telling myself to be optimistic all the time. Think positive. But it's soooooo hard! Oh well.

Anyways, on a lighter note, December's looking good baby! *wide grin*
BUT, so many planning that comes with it. Super tight schedule. Work, extra work and additional work. From teaching to marking to preparing study materials to lesson planning to tutoring. I don't even know if I can cope. I hope I can and I will! HAhhaa.. Cos the ca$h is G00oOd...

I hope next year will be a better year too..Cos I can see the light at the end of the tunnel.. Hehehe.. Cos we've like finally applied our very first f_ _ t together! If all goes well, next year, we'll play the game by OUR rules.

And so, I'm happy. And stress. And happy. And stress. And happy. And stress. Oh, and excited too!

=))

2009-11-17T09:47:00.003+08:00

I'm losing it..

At the end of the day, you are still alone.

No matter how u put on a smile on your face, deep down inside, you're aching.

The windows to your soul are your eyes.. And if friends cant appreciate you much, then i guess, they're not friends afterall.

Life has been very hectic for both Mimi and me. It's stressing us out.. On a random note, the weekend was spent dealing with our cravings. Hahahah... Nak lagi uh.. Mkn byk2 best!

Anyhow, I just came back from a field trip to Admiralty Park. By the time I got back to class, I was drenched in sweat! Gross..... I badly need a cold shower... Please?

Super hungry. Super sleepy. Super tired and Super lazy.

2009-11-11T14:25:00.003+08:00

10112009 was Sunshine's B'dae. Skipped school just so that I could spend precious time with him.

Dear you,

Yesterday was superb eventhough I didn't planned anything extraordinarily special for you, I hope I managed to put a smile to ur face. (I kinda did. Didn't I?) But whose to know what's buried deep in your heart?

There wasn't much picture though I really think I should have taken a pic of you doing the AstroBoy thing in the super fast glassed lift! HAha.. That was super CUTE!

Anyway, it was memorable for me because of the discussion and planning and Alhamdulillah....we've decided on a DATE!!

Mimi, Thank you. Just for being you.

I love you to bits.

Yours Ever,

Rissy

2009-11-07T21:35:00.003+08:00

You have NO idea..

You are the ONLY one.

We've been through ups and downs. And NOTHING will ever change anything. No one can love you as much as I do. God knows.

You're perfect just the way you are.

ILY Mimi..

2009-10-26T17:37:00.003+08:00

FUCKING disappointed. FUCKING angry. FUCKING upset.

Such filthy mouth you have for a fucking skinny, hideous, monstrous looking guy. You DISGUST me. Big time.

Puki kau pe mak!

And I, LOATHE you.

2009-10-16T11:59:00.001+08:00

I guess sometimes the ground can shift between your feet. Sometimes your footing slips. You stumble. And sometimes you grab what's close to you and hold on as tight as you can.

I'm holding you tight.

2009-10-13T09:28:00.001+08:00

I.am.lazy.to.blog.at.the.moment.

2009-09-24T01:22:00.001+08:00

Today, 24092009, marks our 7th.

I have loved you yesterday, I love you today and I will love you tomorrow and always.

Happy Anniversary Sunshine..

From him to me.. (Note: In red are what went on in my mind...)

"To my fiance,Happy Anniversary. I realized that life without you is meaningless.(and Vice versa *wide grin*) Knowing you was a privilege and deep inside, I truly love you. (Me too! *yay! he loves me* ) Thank you for being there for me and thank you for loving me. And thank you for being a part of me and this life of mine. (Are you crazy? It's my pleasure. I LOVE loving you. ) I love you so much, you'll never know how much I love you. (Duh! Me too.. With all my heart and soul)"

Sunshine, I'll never desert you. That's for sure. =D

2009-09-17T14:21:00.003+08:00

Friends. I'm not sure what it means anymore. Hmm... I guess some or most handful of them are just faking it. Probably cos their definition of "friend" differs from mine.. Friends are categorized in many different category. Occasional friends, seasonal friends, Happy friends, Hi-Bye friends, Fake friends, TRUE friends.

The latter, it the most hardest and difficult to find. It's almost near impossible.

On a lighter note, Sunshine and me, we're turning 7 very very soon.. :)

Dear you,

I've never regret ever having sharing my life with you for the past years, not even for a minute. I knew from the moment I saw you, that something is right.

U are my everything. My bestfriend, my buddy, my shopping mate, my idol, my enemy, my diary, my soulmate and my one true love. You have been there for me anytime anyday, rain or shine. Whenever I am at my worst, u made it better, u were my strength when I was weak, u catch me when I fall, u "slapped" me hard back to reality when I'm not focused, you hugged me tight when I feel insecure,YOU, made me a better person altogether. And I love the fact that you did not even attempt to change the person I am, but made a better person out of me.

I love you more than life itself. God knows.

As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . .

Happy Anniversary.

"What lies behind us, and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us."
~ by Ralph Waldo Emerson ~

2009-09-01T23:20:00.002+08:00

HaiZ....................

This Ramadan poses as a huge hurdle and challenge for me. People get on my nerves, having bad days one after another, things go wrong and the list goes on.. These people who got on my nerve are lucky enough I kept mum. Or it could have gotten ugly.

On a lighter note, I'm lucky to have sunshine who never fail to give me constant support whenever I need, and want one. One thing for sure, I'm blessed, to have you. =)

Life has been hectic! But then, like the saying goes, "Susah2 dahulu, senang2 kemudian".

And, I'm giving tarian up. =D

2009-08-21T15:48:00.005+08:00

It's been dusty in here..Been intending to blog but it's either I'm too busy or too lazy. But most of the time it's the latter.

Ramadhan is a few hours away. All my cravings have been fulfilled by Sunshine. From Burger King, to Popeye, to Pastamania to Swensen's and many many more! BEST! Nak lagi? Heheheheeh..

I'm always a good girl (most of the time, i think) during Ramadhan.. Tonight, I'm going terawih with Sunshine. Can't wait. I like the feeling of Malay Muslim coming together and praying towards the same goal.. Mengejar pahala yg berganda. Heheehe.. (Jahat,jahat jugak. But still need to "tapau" abit for hereafter mah..)

So to all, Selamat Berpuase!!

2009-08-04T15:46:00.004+08:00

Today, super loner la k.

Ain tk dtg. Asri pun tk dtg. Then went to buy tidbits with classmate. Liza's friends pun sumer ponteng. So, kiter senasib. Lol...

Class today was oh-so-mendak! Team converse in Chinese kebanyakkan... Initially, the urge to cabot was overwhelming, cos it's calculations. Yes, CALCULATIONS! Sucky k...

Then after Dawn explained, after understanding the formula, Liza and me decided to give it a try; to stay throughout..and we manage to pull through!!

This calls for a celebration! Cey.. haha...

Meeting sunshine later. Nk Burger King la today. Tmr KFC. Day after Pastamania. I have it all planned. Everyday must eat nice2 until puase. Hehehe..

And did I mentioned, this morning dlm bus, got one asshole bau kaki!!! Kuat plak tu!Mcm nk muntah sey! Bodoh!

2009-07-31T14:13:00.002+08:00

Stupid "BIG" boss..Or so that's what he emphasized.. *rolls eyes*

I'm soooo quitting my job. And not giving any notice at all. I'm just going to M.I.A. Biar kelam kabut dia nk cari org super last min. Serves you right!

Nobody to teach my class? Not my problem anymore as of NOW. With IMMEDIATE effect.

I don't like you. Not even a bit.

2009-07-23T10:35:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a Wednesday, and I'm proud to say that I stayed home!! On a Wednesday! It's been a long time...

Furthermore, it's also good as papa was still sick, I took care of him. Spent some quality time with papa and accompany him at home.. Cleaned the house thoroughly..so clean okay! Puas hati aku.

And, and I went for a 3km jog with sunshine!! Fuuh! It feels so good to sweat it out!

It was worth the day!

2009-07-17T12:26:00.004+08:00

Papa was sick on Thursday morning at 2 am! So mama, mimi and me had to send him to the hospital, while the rest are all having their beauty sleep!!! Hahaha..

Only 1 are able to accompany the patient in the the A&E, so sunshine and me sat outside and, from talking crap to taking stupid pictures with the surgical mask on, to just playing around at the AXS machine and finally we settled for a cup of coffee, cos we were already sooo sleepy, and he still have to drive us back home. Got home at the wee hour of the early morning, and I just HAD to skip school..and you, skipped work. :)

And so, sunshine came and spend his afternoon at my place, and took a nap before heading to his night class.. ok, and i packed him sandwich which he only ate when he got home.. -__- His presentation was a success, my FYP presentation is over, which calls for a celebration!! Weekend, here we come!!!!!!

Thank you sunshine, for everything! "It's hard to think, that somebody like you, could be with someone like me."

And and, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA! i love you..

2009-07-09T12:24:00.003+08:00

39.2 Degree Celsius! Yea, I'm having a high fever and is on 8 days MC and i'm having my UT today n tomorrow n my FYP assessment next week Wednesday, where I'll still be on MC. But what the heck.. I'll come for the assessment, I don't care..

How... my grades will be affected.. my attendance too... how, like that? I've to apply for LOA. Tu pun kalau approve! Skola is so merepek. MC pun mcm tk pakai. Still need approval!!

I hate RP! I hate RP! I hate RP!!

2009-07-07T11:48:00.001+08:00

We are a fucking PRISONER in our own fucking SCHOOL!

2009-07-05T17:26:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was nenek and datuk's 50th Anniversary!! Hehe.. Went for a family gathering cum picnic at east coast. Mimi and me, we came later cos nk cari parking kreta pe susah!! Byk kreta!! By the time we came, Tante Erlis's family has gone home.. Therefore, didn't get to see the kids.. :(

Nevertheless, we still had fun. Just sitting there, having a chat with my grandparents, and my grandmama looked oh-so-happy! Best gitu kan? Mimi and my dad standard jugak, duduk one corner mkn. Hahaa...

After which, we played "monyet". I even had to threaten Mimi, " Kalau sayang I, kasi i bola tu.." Hahahaha.. My dad can't help laughing at that. Betol pe.... I'm tired of being the monkey! And it's not fair, cos I'm the only girl. Of course la guys are much better at it. Soccer sey.... Sheesh...

Apart from that, life's been great.

2009-07-01T15:09:00.003+08:00

Fucking poster! Fucking poster! Fucking poster!

Fucking team-mate! (Do note that there's no "s") Fucking team-mate! Fucking team-mate!

Bobal pasal poster mcm faham. Dorg tk tau ade pro graphic designer kat sini. Hahaha..

HEhehe..

Anyway, I'm glad Mimi's with me. Best!

2009-06-26T14:52:00.004+08:00

The world's greatest King of Pop, Michael Jackson has left us... :(

I'm quite affected in a way that I do feel the loss..He's the greatest and is definitely IRREPLACEABLE!

My world revolves around him cos I grew up listening to all his songs, his hits, dancing to his song etc..

R.I.P Michael..

2009-06-25T12:30:00.002+08:00

Year ones are quarantined! SOH are also quarantined!

What about US, the year 3s and some year 2s???!! hmm... Whole Singapore should just shut down their schools. HEhehehe...

But there's a downside to it. U stay at home, do worksheet on your own and no daily grade will be given. Like WTH.. It's unfair cos bukan dorg tknk g skola, dorg tkle g skola.

Then tarian trainings also affected la.Cos the year ones sumer kene quarantine per... And, oh my, they sooo need the training.. I hope kat rumah dorg train themselves la k. Hahaha...

2009-06-24T13:57:00.002+08:00

"Please don't make me cry.
Please don't make me cry.
I'm just like you, I know, you know
I'm just like you, so leave me alone.."

2009-06-23T11:11:00.002+08:00

Yesterday,my parents and I went over to see Sunshine's dad who were sick..So we came for a visit. Pity him.. So frail and thin... Sunshine, feed ur dad more kays?

After which, Sunshine came over to my place and watched "Jangan Tegur" in the dark! The beginning part of the story was so scary. I was too scared sampai terhantuk kpale.. HEhhehe.. Sesungguhnyer, aku ni penakut. Lol.

After the movie, crite2 hantu then dunno how le terpesong jauh sampai kat history. Hahaha.. And he only left at 2.30am...And I was so sleepy..And I so terbawak bawak the images of the hantu... And I freaked out at the little-est thing.. And now, I am sooo ngantok.

2009-06-20T11:34:00.003+08:00

I didn't go to work today. I'm supposed to be in class at 9.15am but I only woke up at 10.20am!! Blame it on the FYP report.. Haiz..

I need a new job. Another part-time job.. Anybody got any lobang? Let me know. I want to work my ass off. Mendak ar...

You were angry. So was I. I take things seriously. You take things too seriously. I'm a screw up? Why? You have the answer within you.

2009-06-19T14:53:00.004+08:00

As promised...

Out-dated pics of the Red Bull X Fighters!

On our way...

Upon reaching..

Bros and me.. Anticipating... :)

Bed's favourite..

A closer look.

The SUPER friendly rider..

Morgan Carlson...

Unfortunately, he's not so photogenic.. But he's charming i tell you.. and he HUGGED me, real close. HEhehe...

My utmost FAVOURITE.. :)

MALU!!

2009-06-16T14:10:00.003+08:00

Today, I woke up super early...Took my own sweet time getting ready for school. Smangat berkoba-koba tau nk gi skola...

Normal routine, klua umah msg Ain to let her know to get ready immediately. Dah naik bus pun msg Ain lagi. So that she can standby when to klua umah. Dah nk sampai pun msg lagi, so that she can rush if there be need to.

Just now was like any other days. Except........

I was feeling a little light headed a few mins prior to waiting for Ain at the bus stop. Felt someting wrong already. Cold sweat start forming on my forhead and I can't breathe..

Just in time when she came, I collapsed.

Did I also mentioned it was raining? Yea, it was. There I was ,sprawled on the wet ground, fainted. Lucky for me, Ain was there. I lost consciousness for a mere 5 - 6 mins. Which was pretty long if you were in my position.

Ambulance came and all.. Paisey sialll...

Midway, Ain spotted Shafiq at the bus-stop, smoking. He came over and the first thing he said, "Ko okay tk? Demam eh?" HAHAHHAHA... What the hell. Demam? Kelakar giler sak comment dia....

But anyway, thanks to them both for accompanying me to the clinic at Compass Point where we had lunch at Banquet after the consultation.

Am felling slightly better now 'xcept for the throbbing headache.

Thanks eh korg....HEhehe..

Bsk lusa Insya'Allah aku pengsan lagi.. HAHAHAHHA..

2009-06-15T17:16:00.002+08:00

I had a super long weekend with Mimi cos he took leave on Fri to spend quality time together.. Hehehe..

Let's start with Friday.
It's been so long since both Mimi and me had breakfast together. So we took the once in a lifetime opportunity and have breakfast at KFC Kallang, cos I wanted to try the dunno what wrap. Sedap....tk rugi.

After which we watched Monster vs. Alien 3D at Cineleisure. It was ok la. The 3D part yg best. The story, I'll rate it 3 out of 5. After the long walk of surveying, we head down to Tampines to feed the fishes...hahahah.. Fish Spa!!! Then to the beach where we enjoyed the sea breeze, then back to home sweet home..
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Saturday, had lunch at Puncak after Mimi fetch me from work. The best part comes after lunch and that is......Shopping!!!!!!! AHahahHAhahaha

He got me a $90 guess slipper and a $30 Charles and Keith slipper. Thing is, the Guess slipper is Pink. I kinda liked it plak... hmmm... But Mimi, I need new clothes to go with it. *hint* *hint*
hahhaa.. We wanted to go to Robinson for more, but unfortunately, it started to rain. Needless to say, we were stranded at Takashimaya. Not wanting any moment to go to waste, we had a seat at Taka and had a super good long talk. Sampai naik malas nk walk to Robinson. So we head home.
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Sunday. Lunch at Burger King! Cos tibe2 terase nk mkn tendergrill.. Hahhaha.. Then we head to his place where we chill for a good 3 hours. Dinner was scrumptious at East Coast. We had satay, BBQ Chicken wings and Mutton chop. Best! Sinful food the whole day. I wish to have more days like this again.

Now time is not on our side. We no longer have time to spend selfishly on ourselves. My mister is ever so busy nowadays..

Anyways, thank you for making time for us and spending it with me the whole 3 days. Tk cukup! But it's better than nothing. I love you.

Oops!!

2009-06-07T17:57:00.003+08:00

Ain!!! See, shouldn't have went to John Little Warehouse Sale with Mimi... HAhahah..

Waste duit! OMG. The two of us sooooooooo couldn't resist ourselves. Too many things to buy. Too little time (Padahal too little money..lol).

Bye2 to $150... Will definitely miss it.

Darn!

Both Mimi and me got ourselves Etnies shoes!! I've to keep telling myself "it's a need...not a want.." to make myself feel better.. hmm...

Yay...got an all paid for shopping spree! Mimi, nk lagi?? *wink2*

Bluek!!!

Success!

2009-06-02T17:24:00.002+08:00

The day we've all been waiting for is finally over, and it was a success, I must say..

Tk sia2 training.. Job well done girls. So proud of you people..

On a random note, have you ever felt like you don't belong? I do.

?

2009-05-29T12:25:00.002+08:00

Sleepy. Tired. Restless. Sick. Angry.

Am totally in a holiday mood.

I don't like some people, unfortunately..with reasons to back that up.

Good luck people..

2009-05-25T15:58:00.002+08:00

Somebody's trying too hard to be a bitch, can? NOT!

Grow up and learn, the hard way. You're just a loser who craves for attention. Which unfortunately, NOBODY seems to want to give it to you.

I feel sorry for you.........NOT.

So, before you want to bitch around, just remember, if you think you're bitchy, I can be bitch-ier. Try me.

You want respect, you have to Fucking EARN it.

Good day. ((=

Red Bull X Fighters in Singapore!!

2009-05-22T14:22:00.004+08:00

OMG!! I sooo can't believe that I was there to witness it. Yes, the Red Bull X Fighters!

It all happened on Saturday, 16 May 2009.. My 2 bros, Mimi and me went to the Singapore Flyer (on public transport...) and reached there somewhere around 6pm.. The queue was Freakin looong I tell u. When we finally got in, it was already packed with people who were there obviously for the same reason.

The poster states that it will start at 7pm.. But we were standing there for almost 2 hours and still not started yet. The host was so lame AND irritating. They kept asking if we're ready...4 times!! with an interval of 1/2 hr, then 15 mins, then another 15 mins, then finally 5 mins. We were ready 3 hours ago stoopid. It finally starts at about 8.20pm...

It was one hell of an experience! I saw the whole thing.. The backflip la yg paling mahal..... Cool...And I got to hug and take a picture with Morgan Karlson!! Takle angkat! CAIR......

Not forgetting, the boys got the riders' autograph on their caps and posters. I on the other hand, got a picture. Sweet sweet picture... I got to hug M.Karlson. He's soooo sexy! Woo!!

Red Bull X Fighters rocks my world!!

Come to Singapore again k boys?? HhaHaha..

P.s: I will put up pic of me and M.Karlson when I've transfered the pics from the digicam to my lappy.. ((=

Random post..

2009-05-14T15:35:00.003+08:00

Material Analysis

I've been dozing off God knows how many times!! I'm sooo sleepy. I don't even have the energy to balance my head on my neck anymore.. (If you know what I mean..)

I'm in class with the jaundiced faci.. HAhaa... cos she looks so YELLOW after she dyed her hair RED. HAhaha.. And oh ya, and did I mention, she's from CHINA. That explains my biasesness.. and i don't care. Cos I simply didn't like her from the start.

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Anyway, I know it's a little too late but due to me being as busy as bumble bee, I only have time to upload pics to my sis's engagement now. Hehehe...

Congratulations...!!

My lovely mother.. ((=

Mimi muke menyampah..haha..

The cute one..

And finally, the two princesses..

P.s: And I LOVE pink blusher! =P

An eventful Sunday

2009-05-12T11:00:00.005+08:00

Kin n Ain fetched me at my workplace, where I was stalked by one of the students there. Freaky kepe..Hahaha..

We had no idea where to go, so we decided to go to Vivocity bebeh! So during the journey, I slept while the two of them talked (I don't know what about...) I didn't even realise there was a traffic jam. I woke up from my sleep upon reaching Vivo and found Ain trying to snap a photo of "Sleeping Beauty" sleeping at the backseat.

Initially tot wanted to have lunch at banquet, instead, we went to banquet and both Kin and Ain signed up for the discount card and had to pay 5 bucks for it. Jalan nye jalan looking for Fig n Olive but instead, found an irritating stoopidpakcik cleaner nk step gangster, scolded us for touching the freaking glass door! Still got the cheek to say "Jgn nk tunjuk Pai Kia". Well, hello,if u have problem cleaning glass doors, why the fuck did u even apply for that freaking job??! Feel like slitting his neck n see the dust come out. Hahaha..

Enough of that, Kin was super kind to treat Ain and me at Fig & Olive.. There, Kin pulak encounter with one stupid malay man (i think..) who looks like "pundek". He scolded Kin for ACCIDENTALLY hitting his tengkok with her hair. He looked so freaky la! With eyes that seems to drop out of his eye socket anytime soon... HAha.. His face was.....priceless. Kin was sooo angry la. We all were. Like, what the hell..

After which, to cool ourselves down, we just had to have ice-cream!! And lovely Ain treated us Ben & Jerry's. Met Ajib at Henderson Waves where we then visit from park to park. Haha.. Unfortunately Mimi wasn't able to join us as he was preserving his rest for the following day.

Thanks Ain and Kin, for the wonderful day!! One day, it'll be my treat. Insya'Allah... =))

Happy. Happy! HAPPY!

2009-05-11T16:45:00.003+08:00

I'm finally like, 23! I'm happy but at the same time, afraid to grow any older. *sob sob*

"Can I stop growing please, and I promise I'll be good." .... like as if it'll ever happen! Dream on.

Anyway, I didn't feel like celebrating it this year cos I just didn't have the mood to. It's just like any other day. Nothing special. It's just a mark of the day you add the numeral 1 to your age. That's ALL. There's probably a deeper meaning to it too, but other than that, I don't see a need to actually celebrate.

Mimi asked me what I wanted for my birthday. I didn't know what I want, cos for the past few months, I've been so absorbed with other more important stuffs that needed my attention more than anything else. Having no time to shop any more, I simply don't know what I want. I guess it's time for Mimi and me to focus on out prep. It seems long but 2 years is just a blink of an eye. Therefore, we try to save as much as possible...for our BIG day.

Therefore, I told Mimi, I didn't want anything from him except for us to focus and do what's needed of us.

Reasoning out with him was difficult, I've to admit. He insisted to buy me a present. But I just won't budge. I don't want anything! My friends asked me to ask for an all-paid-for shopping spree. But for what, even when it's not my birthday, I still got an all-paid-for shopping spree. HAHA.. Sorry gals, but it's a fact. Oops!

Anyhows, I just didn't want anything. Period.

On eve of birthday (Wednesday), met up with Su, Jannah, Bed and P & G to celebrate Su's birthday (which happens to be a day earlier).. Went to Tong Seng, they had their usual, and I, on the other hand, decided to have a change of taste. HEhe.. Therefore ordering something else, which tastes good by the way. After which, we went for sheesha at Al-Majlis.. Had so much fun with the girls. Then they bought ice-cream for both Su and me. Oh, how sweet. Thanks babe!

More outings girls?

Till then.

Long Overdue

2009-04-18T22:48:00.002+08:00

It been like a month or so since i last blogged? But who's gonna read anyways??

Anyway, been very very busy since before my engagement day, after and even up till today.. Weather had been very bad lately, so humid, scorching hot. It rains as and when then bright again.. People around me are getting sick and so am I.

The other time mimi got really sick that I had to drive him to the doctor.. Dah jumpe doctor, felt better. So I let him drive la.. Then we went to the aiport. Sampai je, sakit balek. This time even worse. So he took medicine and I had to drive him home.

Then, on my sis's engagement day eve, was spent with parents, bros and Mimi at Mustafa Centre! Haha... Mimi drove us there. Didn't realise that it was already 3 am in the morning when we realised that we were hungry. Hahah.. Dah sibuk shopping, lupe nk mkn. Mimi wanted to rest so I drove to Adam's corner, known for it's SUPERB Bandung!!! Sedap! Lemak berkrim disukai ramai!! LOL!! We only left that place at close to 5 am...

Mimi kongasam, ask me to drive. I was already sooooooooo freaking sleepy la, that i didn't drive in my lane. Lucky tk byk kreta..

Besides that, tarian trainings, work projects.. It has all took its toll on me.

School re-opens on this 20 April and trust me, I am soooooo NOT looking forward to it. Haiz... Though I know I have to really push myself hard this time round, no excuses.. Ris and her excuses. Haiz.. Time for a CHANGE.

Actually,I really don't know what to blog about, as you can read, it all random posts. So I'm kinda actually blabbering crap, but I don't care.

I hate work, I trainings, I hate projects and I hate the weather.

I am DEPRIVED of sleep.

Finally..

2009-03-29T23:37:00.004+08:00

Phew..

Finally, my long awaited moment is over.. Overall, I'm happy! 28 March 2009 marks a new beginning for Mimi and me. Hope we'll grow stronger and face challenges ahead with will,dignity, faith and strength.

To all my gals who came, thank you so much!I appreciate it. I now have to be a good girl and jaga my conduct. Hahaha...

Am very thankful to those who made it happen. After waiting for nearly 7 years, I finally got what I've always wanted..which is to go a step higher in our relationship. Alhamdulillah..

Am Super Duper Happy!!

Weeeeeeeeeee........!!!!!!!!

Counting Down

2009-03-21T17:15:00.005+08:00

6 more days..

And preparations of the house is not close to done. In fact, blom start pun! Haha..

Lucky Mimi and me decided on a SUPER simple event. If not, lagi headache.. Kinda weird that I'm home on a weekend.. My dear dear mimi is down with fever... Terpakse la, org lain yg antar balek..Apek taxi!

Anyway,Monday;

Go threading
Geylang (to collect dulang)

Tue and Wed;

Clean
Clean
Clean

Thurs;

Manicure!

Fri;

Early nite for me, i hope!

Sat;

Here comes!!

Mood: Excited, sick, tired and sleepy.

Congratulations..

2009-02-23T15:09:00.004+08:00

To a dear friend of mine, Suhailah (Tert) =)

Happy Engagement! Finally the day she has been waiting for has arrived, and boy, doesn't she look gorgeous. So did the P & G. I think we looked great too, girls! Haha..

Anyway, the event went smoothly, cuma once in a while tu kene halau klua bilik Su. haha.. But of course, everyone had wanted to have a glimpse of pretty Su dressed in white kebaya... Sweet.

P&G came around 1 plus and left at about 4pm i think. Plan-less, we decided to go to e-hub for Gelare's Chocolate Chip waffles, n meet up with Mimi there. Hehee...

Where we then proceed to Parkway Parade cos I wanted to get engagement ring for Mimi and on top of that my dear friend Ain was still hungry! =)

A day well spent.

Fish Spa!!

2009-02-10T18:53:00.005+08:00

Best! It was so ticklish, Mimi's reaction was so cute. Can't help laughing.... But was oso very fun and worth every min of it! Thing is, he said it was more ticklish when the staff there washes ur feet for u. *scratch head*. Ticklish meh?

Very cheap and lasted for 20 mins! When we were done, we cant stop looking at our feet!! Bersih.....Really.....

Service was superb, ambiance was perfect and fish spa was great. Going with Mimi, was perfect.

=)

Late Updates!!

2009-02-02T23:30:00.006+08:00

Sorry pple... Been very busy lately to update my past few days' happenings! Haha...So here goes...

Let's start off with the CNY.. Long weekends is loved. Therefore,i enjoyed every minute of it. =)
On the first day of CNY, which is a Mon, Mimi came over to my place just to hangout and spend the day.Had so much fun karaoke-ing! From 2pm all the way to 7pm. After which, we got so hungry(Dah nyanyi tk ingat mkn... lol.) that Mimi, my dad, my bro and myself went to beach road and bought some "few" sup tulang! Yummy!!

Got back home, and the day continued, only this time, it's movie marathon! Hehe.. Then home sweet home for Mimi at 1.30am..

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The next day...

Which is the 2nd day of the CNY, my family and I went to JB for fun. Saje2 je... Unfortunately, Mimi tk dpt ikut, cos he wanted to stay home and do some spring cleaning. Rajin dia.......

Upon reaching Jb, mcm orang gila. Tu nk beli, ni nk beli...Haiz...Control Ris, control..... =p Shopping was great, food was purr-fect then off we went, back home.

That was a well spent PH with LOVED ones....

Love you all, especially YOU. =)

Lucky I'm in love with my Bestfriend.. =)

2009-01-25T00:59:00.004+08:00

They had a conversation, my sister and Mimi. I suppose she wanted to compare their current workplace with another company, to know of the benefits offered.

Knowing that he used to work in Metro, she asked, "What were the benefits offered to you when you worked in Metro then?"

His reply, "I can't remember much of it. The only thing I benefited from that company was knowing your sister.."

Mimi, you're the sweetest!

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Saturday was spent shopping with my other half! I had so much fun and I enjoyed every minute of my time spent with him.

First, we had lunch and a great chat afterwards..About how he want a super SUPER simple engagement, wanting to make it a family event, about him not wanting anything from me for engagement, while i begged him to let me buy him at least a watch..But he just wouldn't budge..Haiz, degil la pulak....So, I had to give in.

After lunch, we started our shopping spree..Bought my make-up ( sorry ter-over spent! haha.. I thought $120 was enough to buy the basics..hehe..glad you didn't mind.. ), he bought some stuffs for both my bros and himself. Intend to shop for more, but unfortunately, time didn't permit us to do so. But no worries, it is to be continued.............................tomorrow!

But tomorrow, we have another shopping mission.....and that is, to shop for the Michael Kors watch that I wanted, continue our shopping and spend the rest of the day at my crib. Can't wait. Excited sialll. Haha.

This was what we had to lunch..

My favourite!

His..

His hungry face...Haha..(forgive me for posting this, but I just had to!) ;p

=)

Weekend with Sunshine.

2009-01-19T11:09:00.003+08:00

My weekend was a blast!! Spend my Saturday with Mimi and his friends.. Went to Peninsula, Raffles City and lastly went to Orchard and finally chill at Coffee Bean at Forum.

We walked and walked and walked until our feet got tired. Maklumlah sumer tua2 belaka. Hahahaha...

Sunday, both me and Sunshine had totally no idea where to go. So I suggested we go to Bukit Gombak. For the fun of it. Haha. Pics is with him, which I doubt he will upload in the nearest time. Duh!

Anyways I'm in class now and I know this entry is going to be super wordy... Hhehehe. I like. So wat? Today I'm in no mood to do any work, so I've been blog hopping. Later got tarian, very lazy la sey...

But wat to do.

Crap.

Hello 2009!

2009-01-13T01:43:00.001+08:00

2008 has been a wonderful year for me..but I'm soooo looking forward to 2009. Why is that??Because.....I, or should I say, we, have a lot of things planned ahead.
SO excited!!

Anyways, I was looking thru some old pics of mine (not really old la, but pics taken in 2008 when I still wears my hair long)..Oh, just how much I miss it! Damn!

Just for update, this is how short my hair is now.

Haha... Oh, btw, he already bought me my engagement ring...and I LOVE it!! It cost him $1.5k ++. We bought it on the 3 January 2009. See? That's why I'm loving 2009 already! *grin*

Lalalalallllalalalallalal.....

I hate Christmas!

2008-12-25T10:16:00.001+08:00

Yes, I do.

I don't know why but it's the time of the year where there'll be gift exchange and dinner parties that my bf have to attend to. It's not that it's a must for him to attend, but I guess he just wants to.

But why?

He put in so much effort in looking for the freaking present, wrapping it up, buying a whole lot of gift for his department. Printing out cards for them. Which wasn't even neccessary.. Why so much effort when you're NOT even celebrating CHRISTMAS??

That's, what pisses me off. So to you, MERRY CHRISTMAS! *smirk*

So anyway, intended to meet him as it's half-day for him. Which means, he'll knock off from work at 12.45pm. But UNFORTUNATELY, he's too busy celebrating Christmas with his beloved colleagues!

So which leaves me going out with my friends. Not that I mind, but it kinda shows his priority. Don't you think? ;)

So went out with P&G to tamp for my appointment. Ear candling. It's my first time, and I can tell you, it's superb. With the head, back and shoulder massage, heaven! It was oh so relaxing.

Then, just when I thought everything would be fine, got a phonecall.........from dad. Yes. My dad. Making so much of a fuss about me going out without telling him beforehand. So I might as well inform him beforehand too, that I'll be going to the mamak shop? Go to buy some sanitary pad too??? Must I tell him beforehand for EVERYTHING i do and EVERYWHERE I go?? Nonsense!

So yeah, fucked up day I must say. Argues with him on the phone and cried in public. How cool is that? Tell me about it.

Had a super bad day la!

Therefore I concluded, Christmas SUCKS!

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PP, taian, bonding, etc. etc. etc.

2008-11-07T05:25:00.001+08:00

My PP was a success!! I think.

I got good feedbacks and it kinda like made my day. I did a profiling on IKEA and all thanks to Mimi, my poster was superb! Thank YOU!

Result for PP is out, and Alhamdullillah....i passed. =)

Anyway, it been monthssssssssssssss since i last blogged. I.very.lazy.com. (Okay, tu tak perlu.)

Past few months had been like so very busy with tarian. Muse is just around the corner, so yea, been practising.

In between, sempat selitkan outing with the year ones. For bonding session.

Otw to meet the rest of Dharma.Repfus3

Upon reaching, we had our norms..Fried fish soup!

After our hearty lunch..

Dusty!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-18T04:08:00.000+08:00

It's been monthsssss since i last Blogged. Very busy u know. Who's gonna read it anyways? Nobody.

SO many things happened withing these 2 months plus? ya. Happy memories, which I will only update further in details when time permits.

In the meantime, I'm shagged. Today's module, Molecular & Cell Biology! WAH!!!! Very difficult. More on immunology i must say.

Ha a bad start of the day, no morning kiss from mimi just cause I was late! Nonsense. Then merajuk, step tanak jumpe later. Padahal..padahal...

So anyway, I'm taking a break from all the researches. Pening! Tengkok sakit! Mata penat! Etc.. K la, i know this entry is full of nonsense, but what the heck, it's MY blog! Suke hati la! ANyway I'm lazy, what can u do about it? Nothing. So shut up.

Chemistry..??!!

2008-04-12T04:02:00.000+08:00

Die! What I remember from what I learned in secondary school?? ZERO!! NONE!! KOSONG!! Lol.

Well, at least I have Jannah's ppt for reference. Anyway, all of a sudden I smelt something pungent. Like bau kaki. Sape nyer kaki tah!

Ammonia. That's what today's topic is about. My brain just so suddenly shut down by itself.

Another thing, my team members were so shocked to learned of my age. One of them even commented, "so old.." . ChiBai!

I like the rest of the other modules as we are able to work as a team. But today, my team members only worked and discussed among themselves. Like,wtf?

So I did my part, and off I go....for LUNCH!

The Ultimate Bicycle

2008-04-11T05:38:00.000+08:00

Yes. That's what today's about. The Ultimate bicycle. Every parts of it, every material used, every reason as to why this, why that. Detailed. That's what I can say about today.

The faci is full of stories to tell. His past experiences, his life, his career which obviously bore us to death. Still, he didn't see that. I guess he secretly felt amused by his life experiences and the life he lead. Whatever. Nevertheless, it's good in a way cos he didn't come and like bother us or something like that.

Anyway, I'm soooooo sleepy as I had so little sleep the past few days..and i need to make up for it quick!

Yesterday I had a great time with my sunshine. It was worth the wait as me and mimi didn't have time as we're both really busy..So we gave our all... Haha.. It was time well spent.

I can't wait for the next 'meeting'. Love Love Mimi.

Sunshine

2008-01-29T11:34:00.000+08:00

Oh my gosh... I miss him already! The thought of him staying in camp for a week. Sucks.

He have a 20% chance of booking out today. I hope he will.. I'm so not used to not having him around me. His presence is so comforting to me. Yup, that's my love!

Anyway, I'm the library waiting for him. He's booking out!! Meeting me. Woohoo!!

Oops! He called. He's here!! Yay!!!

Overcomed my fear..

2008-01-10T08:37:00.000+08:00

It's a new year which means new beginning , with new experiences to come. 05 January 2008 would be what I would call a fresh new experience for me. Why?

That's because it is the Youth PAP Recruitment Event held at the Singapore Museum.. Me, Ain and Shikin, we were invited by our facilitator from school, Loga, to sing for the event. So I played the guitar and sing with the rest of them. We call ourseles, Pearls and Gems..Hhaha. How cool is that.

The professional musician said that we sounded very expensive. Haha.. Duh!
Who wants to sound cheap rite??

We were very God-Damn nervous during the run through that my legs were shaking like vigorously that the bar stool actually shook. Haha.. Imagine the chaos there! I felt like giving up and just leave that place until i called Mimi. He told me not to make a fool of myself and that everyone have their first times. Those were what i needed to hear. After hanging up the phne, i felt so much better.

When the time comes for us to perform, i didn't feel scared, nervous or even shy. We did what we had to, had our fun and enjoyed the whole evening after that. Mission accomplished!

Anyways, the professionals gave us alot of helpful and encouraging advice. Told us to carry on singing as a trio and perhaps do some freelance singing.

As for me, they told me not to stop playing the guitar. Hahaaha... We'll see about that.

It was a wonderful start of the year!

Monday Blues...

2007-10-29T17:35:00.000+08:00

Today's module is Enterprising. Okay la I should say, cos it wasn't very difficult. Somehow eventhough it was easy, I still have the Monday Blues bug with me. Fell asleep during the 6P la ( which was so obvious cos i was sitting right next to the screen ).

Mimi didn't call me at all today. I guessed that's because he's too busy at work. Ain didn't come school. So i was a total loner today.

So after school, head home and off to Mimi's house. Hmm....somehow, i'm not so very excited. Cos i guess that's what happen when u let tireness and sleepiness overcome ur senses. Hahaa. Ok,bullcrap!

Finished my RJ, checked my friendster, checked my mail, now all that's left to do is......head HOME! Woohoo!

Selamat Hari Raya...

2007-10-16T03:00:00.000+08:00

Today, is only the 3rd day of Raya and guess wat? I'm back in school! How more sucky can it get?

Early in the morning already yang kene dgn Mimi. Bingit!!!

I'm in class in 2nd meeting and i can barely open my eyes. I'm sooooo super duper sleepy.

My Hari Raya is ok la..Dah tak dapat duit raya...Boring. Haahaha...

I'm still in a holiday mood..I'm not in any mood to study today..!! Mommy, i want to go home..

F**King Ignorant!

2007-10-06T03:58:00.000+08:00

I was on the way to school in morning and the bus 168 was jammed packed la. It wasn't the double decker bus so, ya just inmagine the butt rubbing, shoulder banging, foul smell of some passengers on that bus. It was chaotic!

I am so-called "allergic" to the smell of B.O. So unfortunately, the person standing next to me had a super strong B.O i nearly puked. Then comes my headache followed by a migraine. And i was already trying my best to hold onto the railing and leaning on my laptop that i was holding in my arms.

Just for the record, i am so prone to fainting/black out esp in situations like this. Where there's a crowd and u can't breathe. So ya, obviously, i felt like fainting there and then. I couldn't take it anymore, there was no seat available so i had to squat. What else left for me to do?? The people around me just looke at me as if it was something normal or they just thought it was just an act to get a seat. Fuck them ar!

Why would i be so petty to the extent of having to act out for a seat. A god-damn seat! So no one offered me their seat, not even for a while. The smartly dressed guy standing next to me just moved away, looked at me as if i'm crazy and then stared out the window. Nobody even bothered!

I am so pissed! What if i fainted there? I don't think anyone would even bother to offer their precious, PRECIOUS little seat.

Sianz...

2007-10-03T05:17:00.000+08:00

Today is SCIENCE! And i HATE it..! Halfway cabot and i have no regrets.. Very tired liao and got no mood. Haaha.. Late night last nite mah..

Anyways, science sucks and damn stressful la. I give up.

"Off Mode"

2007-09-27T03:42:00.000+08:00

I'm in class and i'm like, um... dead BORED. I'm not in the mood to do ANYTHING today..

Surf the net, go to friendster only to see friends' profile and how they changed.Some trying to be somebody while some others changed from the girl next door to a party go-er. From non-smokers to smokers. Which i totally don't understand.Some of these people i've mentioned used to critic all these party animals and smokers, clubbers etc. But now, they are one of them. Hypocrite. I hate them.

Today's module is Contemporary Issues in Culture and Aesthetics. And my faci, Roy. I'm like soooo stoned. My team members. Ok let's not even go there. It'll just make me go mad all day.

Module is crap! Team mates a joke! Faci ... hmm... no comment.

Pain

2007-09-11T09:12:00.000+08:00

Ok, i need the doctor. No. Even the doctor don't know what's that..How can they not know?? They're the D.O.C.T.O.R for goodness sake.

Should i be worried? Should i be not?I am.Who am i kidding?? I'm worried alright. And it's freaking painful la..

how do i stop the pain? *sob*

Help...please..

3 BIG Sigh

2007-09-05T03:23:00.000+08:00

Let me start off with a BIG sigh.. HAIZ...

Firstly, i'm bored. i'm at work all alone and i haven't open any sales yet la. I'm dead.

Secondly, i'm broke. Like REALLY broke.

Thirdly, Mimi just told me that he's stressed out cos he got so many things to pay and that it's not going to be enough to start his savings acount. Well,if it wasn't for me, he would have all the money in the world for himself. I really don't feel like going to KKH to go for the apointment this thursday.

And i'm kinda like pissed off cos i was late for work la just now and upon waking up, "kena" nag with my beloved darling. A really good morning wish from him to me.

Thank goodness i got my brains with me to have the initiative to bring my lappy today to entertain myself! Hah!

Okay,my mind's blank. Whoever's reading this really got nothing to do cos i'm blabbering s**t.Haha!

Down..

2007-08-20T12:41:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling oh-so-down today.. I suddenly realise my friends, they're no longer there..But, i know i still got a TRUE friend.

He's my best friend, my boyfriend, my caregiver, my everything. I know deep down inside, he'll be there for me.And i love him. So Mimi, thank you. And ya, thanks for spending some time with my family last night. It really mean alot to me. And haha, ya, Amin ni asyik dgn you jer.. Jealous tau! Haha.. Bluek..

So ya, i'm in class, brain dead. Dunno how to define "live to work". As in doing it as a ppt slides la! K da. Taking too much time on this.. Nak g squeeze my brain juice la. Bye!

Yawn

2007-08-14T12:13:00.000+08:00

I'm in class and am yawning away.. Gosh,i'm sleepy..

Science.I'm doomed. I've been missing Science for like for what, 8 lessons! And i'm so lost..I failed my UT la.. Boohoo.... Think I have to repeat the module. Leceh!!

So anyway, the Repfus3.Dharma gals are having fund raising for 1 week to raise funds for their Jogja trip. Yoohoo!! Like gerek like that. Got Henna drawing,cookies,jelly,eyebrow trimming,express manicure... Hehe..

So okay,time check.I'm late. Gtg to help with the henna drawing like,NOW.

L.O.V.E

2007-08-07T15:51:00.000+08:00

LOVE. It's a BIG word. Trust me, only the two people who share it can define what it means. I've always loved someone.Ever since i knew him back then in 2002.. And now, the love we share is firm and strong. Ok,he cried la,but what the heck.I cried like mad when he left too. But now we're getting it together, so we WILL make the best of it. Hehe... I love him. And i dedicate this post to him..

We won!

2007-07-23T15:45:00.000+08:00

Ok, after practising like mad,our hard work is paid off! Yay! Eventhough we didn't manage to grab the 1st place,being 3rd is not so bad afterall..I mean, c'mon we practised for the comp for less than 2 months,i think we did a GREAT job.. Haha..

My Repfus3 (Dharma) darlings gave our best.It was all that matters.

2007-07-10T16:55:00.000+08:00

In class..